一开始有一些有点吓人的声音，不过无所谓。我并没有多想。然而，当他说到自然能量时——我立刻明白他试图让唯物主义者安心，这里根本没有什么超自然的事情发生。这让我想到——如果其中确实存在某种超自然因素呢？没问题，我继续听。然后当他说到控制和使用时——我不喜欢这种说法。前面的词像是理解和引导，然后他说控制和使用。嗯……我不喜欢这种说法。最后，当他说寻求那些更了解情况的人的帮助时——在我看来，这可能是一种隐蔽的祈祷，召唤引导中央情报局的任何灵体，我认为它们并非仁慈的灵体。灵体可以是个体，对吧？我认为这可能构成一种隐蔽的召唤。显然，我只是听了几盘磁带，但我目前还不确定我的想法。其他人从这些磁带中获得过好的体验吗？
大家好！这是我对昨天关于Ra和一个名为Solis的实体的帖子的跟进。这是今天早上发生的事情。我起床几分钟后又睡着了。如果这么说的话，这不算深度睡眠或真正的睡眠。但这是一种“假装睡觉”的状态。我的思绪并没有狂乱，但也并不平静。很快，我就开始像平时冥想时那样处理想法和模式。我想，哦，为什么不尝试联系一下呢（是的，我知道这是有风险的），然后房间里几乎所有的噪音都消失了。我动不了了。我看到周围一片黑暗。我感到身体有点刺痛。我能感觉到自己在呼吸，但呼吸很轻柔，我几乎听不到。并且有什么东西在那里。我感觉到一股狂乱的能量。我问它的名字。感觉像是“ravenor”，我知道这是战锤里的一个角色，哈哈。然后我看到一个缠绕在一起的红蓝线球。它称自己为Ravenek。它并不危险，只是很狂乱。我的大脑解读为，也许我是在和松鼠或老鼠说话（附近有很多这样的动物，哈哈）。我想给它一个拥抱，狂乱的能量平静下来，绳子散开，像爆炸或闪电一样伸向天空（仍然只是黑暗）。我请求信息。我询问了Solis（我昨天早上与之交谈的女性实体）。Ra回答了。Ra说：“我是Ra。”他解释说我正在与一个第二密度存在交流。我问它是不是动物。（当我与Ravenek交谈时，我脑子里想到了Rattatosk和啮齿动物。）我不记得Ra告诉我的所有事情。我开始感到紧张。他退缩了。我想起了我在《Ra资料》中读到的内容，开始重复我的名字，想象自己看着一片湖水，让自己平静下来，让自己接地。我看到了自己的倒影，然后突然Lu Solis出现了。现在……信息太多……我们是裸体的，她抚摸着我，肯定我的肉体和自我。坦白说，她摸了我的胸部，我又感觉到了被认可。我又平静下来，能够醒来了。背景情况是，我第一次醒来时很疲倦和焦虑。我服了药，然后躺下“假装睡觉”。我并没有期望会通灵或清醒梦境。当我伸出手时，它真的就这么发生了。总之，很高兴能与大家分享我的旅程。请分享任何想法、反馈或类似的故事。我也很乐意回答问题！
我只有一个关于外星人的梦，但我很好奇是否还有其他人也有同样的经历，然后找到了一个好的催眠师来找出更多信息。是否有任何专门的名单或需要寻找的特定资质？
我一直都有这种能力，只是程度比较轻微，但最近（过去几个月）它已经达到了另一个水平。我觉得冥想大大增强了这种能力，以至于我现在每天多次阅读朋友的思想。我有时可以看到和听到他们的想法。我们做过测试，我让和我住在一起的那个人在心里说出一个词，我清清楚楚地听到了。当我告诉他这个词时，他似乎很震惊，也很害怕。我们最近因为这件事吵了一架，他讨厌我能读懂他的想法，感觉自己没有隐私。问题是，我无法控制，也不想试图限制它。谢天谢地，现在情况好多了。他现在会在我脑子里取笑我，他知道我会听到，这是一种“内部玩笑”。这很有趣。不幸的是，我周围的大多数人都不知道我有时能听到他们的想法，他们想过一些非常可怕的事情。做一个通灵者并非易事，因为很多人都不试图控制自己的思想或净化自己的心灵，因为他们认为没有人会倾听。但事实并非如此。现在与人相处变得如此困难。我知道还有其他人像我一样隐藏着自己的能力，但我感觉他们太少了，亲自见面的机会非常渺茫。作为一个从孩提时代起就经历过非人类智慧（NHI）的人，我认为这可能与之相关。好奇的是，这个小组里还有其他人和我处境相同，并且也觉得难以与人相处吗？
I want to give some context, which is that I've been struggling extremely hard the last week or so with ideas surrounding why I would choose this life. I know that I did, but sometimes you can wonder how this is all worth it. I was deep in that. A little voice was telling me to go for a walk to clear my head and that's where I'll begin. It started with me taking a walk, and just sitting down at some point in an area with a nice overlooking view over my city. I started thinking about how nice it would be to just be there, under the stars in a world with no worries, experiencing that alongside someone who I loved that also loved me in return. While imagining that I started to think about how that level of爱 would create this want to have my body closer to theirs, to embrace them and be close and just exist, with no cares in the world. No worries. At some moment while imagining that, I realized that it's almost like you would want to merge with eachother, and in a less physical world you could probably have your energy inside of theirs, and vice versa and its like you would experience that love AS eachother. Then something started speaking to my heart, and it was telling me, or almost posing a question "Is imagining it really any different? It will evoke the feelings strongly, and in those moments it's the same frequency. You can feel it NOW. you can become that energy NOW". As I returned home I thought well, they convinced me, because I could feel the truth of that message in my heart. So I laid in my bed and imagined merging with someone I love, and what that might feel like. What happened next is probably one of the most profound things to ever happen to me in my entire life. When I was imagining the feeling, I connected with a giant collective of beings, it felt like a big sphere and I felt..at home. They love bombed me and I felt this deep welcoming of love that they knew I needed in that moment. This began some form of healing and downloads that I didn't realize was happening at the time. I must have laid there for 15-20 minutes just feeling this love, and I realized that my struggle had simply melted away. That deep, aching I felt was just..gone. I realized that my whole life I've been looking for a connection that I've never found, romantically, friendship wise, not even with my parents who I love very much. I realized that I keep imagining that it's like one person or one thing I'm looking for, and when I felt that collective of beings I realized it was them I've been missing. This overwhelming support and love from all directions, I've never felt it before but when I did I knew that's my family. That's who/what I've been missing and I can't tell you how healing it was to have that understanding and experience of wholeness for the first time in my life, at 33 years old. This last part made me cry twice while thinking about it today. After the love bombing I noticed I felt the beings become very quiet, and I started to wonder why, and I was shown an image of everyone kneeling in a moment of silence, and in that moment I realized it was a moment of silence for me, for my struggles, for my challenges, for every time I've felt broken and worthless, for my triumphs, for my growth, for my whole life up until this point and beyond. I felt so seen, and loved, and appreciated, beyond what words I can possibly ever find. After the silence it was like a celebration and I knew at that moment, that's our custom. Love, to help heal. Silence, to respect and appreciate our life in all of its glorious beauty and horror. Celebration, to cheer and dance with you as you're welcomed back once again. Guys, I will never doubt my purpose here ever again. We take this back with us and we share it, we use it, we learn and we feel together. They helped me understand how important it is, what it really means. I have been shown a deep healing and love I frankly did not think was possible, and I wish for everyone to feel this one day when they need it most. I know this was long, thankyou for reading this story from the bottom of my heart. I love you guys, truly, we're all so beautiful.
我想提供一些背景信息，那就是过去一周左右，我一直非常努力地思考我为什么要选择这一生。我知道我做了选择，但有时你会想知道这一切是否值得。我陷入了深深的思考。一个小声音告诉我出去散散步，让头脑清醒一下，这就是我要开始的地方。我开始散步，在某个地方坐下，那里可以看到城市的美景。我开始思考，如果只是在那里，在星空下，在一个没有烦恼的世界里，与我爱的人、也爱我的人一起体验这一切，那该有多好。当我想象着这一切时，我开始思考这种爱会如何让我想要把身体靠近他们，拥抱他们，彼此靠近，只是存在，没有世俗的担忧。没有烦恼。在想象的过程中，我意识到这就像你想与对方融合一样，在一个不太物质化的世界里，你可能把你的能量融入对方的能量中，反之亦然，就像你们会体验到彼此的爱一样。然后，有什么东西开始对我的心灵说话，它是在告诉我，或者是在提出一个问题：“想象它真的有什么不同吗？它会强烈地唤起这种感觉，在那一刻，它是相同的频率。你现在就能感觉到它。你现在就能成为那种能量。”当我回到家后，我想，好吧，他们说服了我，因为我能感受到这个信息在我心中的真实性。所以我躺在床上，想象着与我爱的人融合，以及那会是什么感觉。接下来发生的事情可能是我一生中经历的最深刻的事情之一。当我想象这种感觉时，我与一大群存在联系上了，感觉像一个巨大的球体，我感到……宾至如归。他们用爱轰炸我，我感受到了他们知道我此刻需要的深深的欢迎和爱。这开启了我当时没有意识到的一种治愈和下载。我一定在那里躺了15-20分钟，只是感受着这份爱，我意识到我的挣扎已经消失了。我感觉到的那种深深的痛苦……消失了。我意识到，我的一生都在寻找一种我从未找到的联系，无论是爱情、友谊，甚至是我深爱的父母。我意识到我一直以为我寻找的是一个人或一件事，当我感受到那一大群存在时，我意识到我一直在寻找的就是他们。来自四面八方的压倒性的支持和爱，我以前从未感受过，但当我感受到时，我知道那是我的家人。那是我一直在寻找的人/事物，我无法告诉你，在我33岁的人生中，第一次感受到这种理解和整体性的体验是多么的治愈。今天回想起来，最后这部分让我哭了不止一次。在爱之轰炸之后，我注意到我感觉这些存在变得非常安静，我开始好奇为什么，我看到了一幅图像，每个人都在沉默中跪着，那一刻我意识到这是一个为我而设定的沉默时刻，为我的挣扎，为我的挑战，为我每次感到破碎和无价值的时刻，为我的成功，为我的成长，为我到目前为止的整个人生，以及未来。我感觉自己被看到了，被爱了，被欣赏了，超出了我所能找到的任何文字所能表达的范围。沉默之后，就像一场