Microdose Enhanced Meditation Yes. I was getting into meditation again for the first time in a long while (since childhood).It's been about a month or two now since this mediation session but it will stick with me forever. I microdosed with the magical mushroom. I saw many things that are more personal and helped a lot of my trauma etc but the last vision was so odd but healing. After my 1hr30min meditation session I pandered about my experience and my 3rd vision hit my memory ram in my brain and It fuckin felt uncomfortable. 1st Vision: Right at the start, I caught a voice that said "you're not worth anything" (I've been stuck for years in a bad depression and negative thought loop in the conscious world) I caught the voice which was a black lump that began saying I wasn’t worth anything. I threw it inside a black hole. It kept making commotion so I purified it with fire and pure light until it was gone and silent. I then saw all white again. 2nd Vision: I saw a man in a red shirt (exactly like one I own). He had orange hair and an orange beard(I have dark brown hair and facial hair). He was staring out of a window and then I slowly panned until I made eye contact with him. Suddenly, there was a lightning bolt between us and he disappeared. (I felt like he may have been a parallel version of me because his eyes looked like mine). I felt that he radiated confidence and he was a desired version of myself. 3rd Vision: It was all black. I heard voices: “How is he doing that?”, “How is this happening?” Then I saw gray instead of black. I tapped a VR screen across my face—thick glass that made a reverberated noise like a fish tank. I began sitting up, feeling groggy and stiff. To my right were thousands, uncountable numbers of VR pods all around. Above the pods was a giant octagonal glass window with an orange star outside. I realized we were orbiting a star on a massive spaceship, all hooked up to VR pods—and every being in the pods were mantis people. Then I saw a guard mantis just staring at me, shocked. I said, “There’s no way I’m an insect, I hate bugs. I am more than that, I am light and part of God.” I then bursted into white light and felt okay. (Then my gf woke me up). I was originally using it for music downloads or inspiration but didn’t expect this wild experience. Felt surreal, and slightly traumatizing because I don’t want to die and wake up a螳螂😂. It all was like a half lucid experience that I had control of but not full control of the scenes going on...Anyone wanna try to explain this or just share their experiences? Thank you, this reddit has been extremely positive!
微剂量增强冥想 是的。我很久（自从童年以来）第一次重新开始冥想。这次冥想结束已经过去了一两个月了，但这将永远铭刻在我的记忆中。我微剂量服用神奇蘑菇。我看到了许多非常私人的东西，这些东西帮助我治愈了很多创伤等等，但最后一个景象非常奇怪，但也具有疗愈作用。在我1小时30分钟的冥想结束后，我回味我的体验，第三个景象突然涌入我的脑海，感觉非常不舒服。第一个景象：一开始，我听到一个声音说：“你一无是处”（多年来我一直陷在严重的抑郁和消极思维循环中）。我看到那个声音是一个黑色的团块，它不断地说我毫无价值。我把它扔进了一个黑洞。它还在不断制造骚动，所以我用火和纯净的光净化它，直到它消失寂静。然后我又看到一片白色。第二个景象：我看到一个穿着红色衬衫的男人（和我有一件完全一样的）。他有着橙色的头发和橙色的胡子（我的头发和胡子是深棕色的）。他凝视着窗外，然后我慢慢地移动视线直到和他对视。突然，一道闪电击中我们之间，他消失了。（我觉得他可能是我自身的平行版本，因为他的眼睛看起来像我的）。我觉得他散发着自信，他是我渴望成为的样子。第三个景象：一片漆黑。我听到声音：“他怎么做到的？”，“这是怎么回事？” 然后我看到灰色而不是黑色。我感觉我的脸贴在一个VR屏幕上——厚厚的玻璃发出像鱼缸一样回响的声音。我开始坐起来，感到昏昏沉沉、浑身僵硬。我的右边有数千个，无数个VR舱。舱体上方是一个巨大的八角形玻璃窗，窗外是一颗橙色的星星。我意识到我们正在一艘巨大的宇宙飞船上环绕一颗恒星运行，所有人都连接到VR舱——而舱内所有的生物都是螳螂人。然后我看到一个螳螂守卫惊愕地盯着我。我说：“我绝对不可能是昆虫，我讨厌虫子。我远不止于此，我是光，是上帝的一部分。”然后我爆发出一片白光，感觉很好。（然后我的女朋友把我叫醒了）。我最初使用它是为了下载音乐或寻找灵感，但没想到会有如此疯狂的体验。感觉超现实，也有些令人痛苦，因为我不想死后醒来变成一只螳螂😂。这一切都像是一种半清醒的体验，我能够控制，但无法完全控制正在发生的场景……有人想解释一下或者分享他们的经历吗？谢谢，这个reddit论坛非常积极！
我们许多人都会经历一些艰难的事情。它可能是新的事情，也可能是你多年甚至几十年来一直承受的事情。有时并没有很多机会去敞开心扉谈论它并承认它，但现在就是一个机会。分享你所承受的，是什么让你内心深处感到痛苦或悲伤，以至于你从未提及。让它发声，然后放手。如果你身边有在乎你的人，看看你是否更容易向他们敞开心扉。让爱战胜痛苦，让平静战胜羞耻。你很棒，我为你感到骄傲。保持坚强，被爱，并爱这个世界 💕 💪